How do I go forward from here?

It is a question I have been asking myself the last few mornings. It can be difficult when you wake up and realise that the collection of bills you faced last night are still there, and you are no closer to finding how you are going to meet them. It can be this desperation that leads people to do desperate things. Alternatively you can take on a job that you might not have done; just to ensure you can bring in a bit more money. By doing this and using the power of positive thinking it is possible to move forward. I have a dream to run my own business, but I feel I am facing numerous challenges that stop me doing it, childcare and housecare just being two of them. I find writing this blog quite therapeutic, and helps me to pigeon hole things in my mind, so that I can move forward. As those of you who regularly read my blog, I have not being doing it for a few days; as I have had a few challenges. There is a way I can get to my dream. I might need to do it in the wee small hours and live off Red Bull for the rest of the day; but this is not going to be forever. I believe that once the business is earning enough to pay myself a salary I can then stop doing the job at the weekends, and focus on my freelance marketer business. It can be great to have many strings to your bow, or income streams as I like to call them, but most importantly of all you need self belief and that has been one of my challenges recently. With help from friends and my Spar job, I know I will get my belief back and learn new skills like how to do affiliate marketing properly. Who knows I might even manage to blog my way to top form again. Thank you for helping me, by reading this blog.